The train from Budapest to Chop
So much has happened over the last few years; I never
imagined I would be leading a team to the Ukraine. I
enjoy traveling with Paul. it is comfortable to be in
a support role. To be team leader, it certainly
demands a different level of focus.
I am not worthy, never will be worthy. I am not
prepared, would probably never be prepared. I cry out
for you alone. I ask that, in your amazing grace and
mercy, look past my weakness and look toward those you
so desire to love; those you so desire to care for.
In my weakness, in the midst of my clay vessel, use me
to pour out leadership and spiritual authority for the
hungry, the lonely, the poor, the yearning, the
oppressed, the forgotten, the forsaken, the
downtrodden, the helpless.
I can only look to You, my Lord. The True and Living
God. I trust in You alone, trust in the fact that you
are Alive and Active, that you see the needs we will
encounter, and that your burning heart of love so
desires to touch these people. You desire to touch,
transform, and redeem. Use us. Use this team, in all
its weakness, to be a blessing; not because we deserve
to be a blessing but because you so desire to bless
the poorest of the poor that we will encounter.
Let our fruit last. Let us abide in you and then let
our fruit last for eternity, multiplying one hundred
fold, bearing even more fruit than we can ever
imagine.
Surprise us. Surround us with your surprises. I am
ashamed that the quality of the honorable ?missionary?
has taken on a new meaning; forgive us for our
haphazard dedication. In your rich mercy, forgive us,
forgive us, forgive us O Lord.
Knowing we stand by grace alone, perhaps there is
something grievous among me, among us, that we must
give up. Maybe you see something that I don?t see.
If that is the case, whether in me or in another, in
your mercy, I invite you to do whatever necessary to
remove that sin from us; to purge us to be a people
that will honor Your name. We want to honor you;
bring us to the place of full honor.
Use me as leader. Let me have eyes and ears and a
heart to know what you are doing, what you are saying,
and how you are moving. I do not want to miss one
cue. I want every step, every movement to be provoked
by You alone. I want to lead the team into the
fullness of what you have prepared for us. Give me
wisdom on how to ignite the gifts within the team.
Forgive me for my apprehension from asking. Let me
ask others to step into their gifting, asking in the
right way, to stimulate them to the full usage of
their gifts.
In the end, may you be pleased. May you be honored.
May your compassion pour down. May you have full sway
in changing our hearts and lives. May you use us
completely, according to your most pleasurable plan.
May we embrace all you have for us with full awareness
and complete thanksgiving.
We love you O Lord, for all you have done and for your
unspeakable loving kindness toward us.
Ps 20:4
May he give you the desire of your heart and make all
your plans succeed.
Isa 63: 7-9
7 I will tell of the kindnesses of the LORD, the deeds
for which he is to be praised, according to all the
LORD has done for us? yes, the many good things he has
done for the house of Israel, according to his
compassion and many kindnesses. 8 He said, ?Surely
they are my people, sons who will not be false to me?;
and so he became their Savior. 9 In all their
distress he too was distressed, and the angel of his
presence saved them. In his love and mercy he redeemed
them; he lifted them up and carried them all the days
of old.
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